Tuesday, July 2, 2019

Love Is Over



Love Is Over
By Marcus Dewayne Banks
Aka
Jet Lee Jetson
Aka
Jett Jackson

Good morning reader. I sit in starbucks around the time it opened, I say about 5:45 AM, with an Ice Caramel Macchiato and some blank CDs along with my bookbag. You may be wondering what I am doing up so early, well, I am getting my album covers done today for two of my classic albums Hello Kitty and Raven’s Home, and despite my tendency to be down in the dumps a lot as a partial emo emcee, I am in a great mood.
I have decided to sell autographed copies of these albums via the web before I begin printing copies of my book, Perfect Blue: An Artist Biography, and that is not all. I am about to be in the lab a whole lot more. I just bought a microphone that will be arriving tomorrow and I plan on recording new music with it, A lot of new music that has nothing to do with Raven Symone.
My new album will be called Love Is Over. I think the title fits. Raven and I have a strange relationship on Instagram. I tag her in every post. I know she sees them. I tag her costar Anneliese VanDerPol as well, Anne at one point was liking the post I was making about their new show and the music I was creating. I have spoken to Anne several times via the web and our relationship is dope. In fact here’s a funny sidebar about me and Raven’s best friend.
One day on Twitter she posted that she missed the old Kanye. I replied she shouldn’t judge people with mental health issues. Another “fan” decided he would tell me to leave Anneliese alone and not to put fanbases against each other. Anneliese like his post. I forgot my reply but hours after I made it, in the wee hours of the morning Anneliese told me she loved Kanye’s music and that she was just quoting him from a song. We spoke about hip hop for a couple of comments and it was a cool moment for me.
I know these girls know how I am.
But alas…Love Is Over.
I was raised to love her. She didn’t act gay. She has never played a gay role. She was on posters for young boys. In magazines to be lusted after by teenage boys. She did interviews telling us even if we worked at McDonald’s we had a chance with her. She had boyfriends on her show. Pregnant on a guest appearance on My Wife and Kids. How could she do what she did a few days ago on Instagram?
I know I sound vague but let me explain. I liked to think me and her have an alignment. A connection. I posted about Star Wars one day. Then she did the same day. Mysterious girls that never showed their faces and signed autographs in their stories were in my DM talking about Raven until I had a psychotic episode and embarrassed myself and me and Raven’s relationship on Instagram then the accounts were deleted.
A few days ago she posted about an Interview she did in Variety magazine. I of course looked it up. Now originally in her interview with Oprah Raven still teased all of her male admirers by saying she was bisexual. That she didn’t want to be labeled. A lot of people didn’t know she had said that and accused her of being strictly a lesbian. People don’t research. Just like when she said she was not African American everyone said she said she said she wasn’t black, when she just was anti America. But in this new interview she said she didn’t want to be with men and was strictly a lesiban. The interviewer had to remind her that she said on the view that she didn’t date men and then Raven agreed. Raven also said there was no gay agenda in Hollywood.
My question is this…how can someone that says they want their personal life to be private tell lie after lie or mislead so much and then get angry and block fan comments on all of her social media when people have something to say about her. She says hurtful things about race and sexuality and should be held accountable. She broke my heart. I am not upset though. I am moving on. I am kind of happy she has set me free. Now I am moving on to different topics in my music. Love Is Over.
I remember Sway asking Charles Hamilton if he was going to make music about celebrity girls again and Charles replying he wanted nothing to do with famous women. I now know what the homie meant. So many women in this world and I become obsessed with a “star”. There are better things to talk about than Raven. I am not going to lie though….something about Brenda Song has me in a great mood this morning. I have made several songs about her and have mentioned her in my music before, not nearly as much as Raven but I do have a thing for Brenda.
I can’t be mad at Raven. There is something undeniable about her. As for a gay agenda in Hollywood well, I just heard Lil Nas X came out the closet. I am not homophobic but I have straight pride. I have nothing negative to say about gay people but just like they promote their “pride” I am promoting mine. I don’t think it’s wrong for a man to love a woman and unlike gay people I am promoting “birth” and “life”. I said it best on the Raven’s Home album on “Stay”:
“How can a man feed a child if his breast fake?”
True shit.
I am pro-life. Gays are not. That’s just logic. Wether you like it or not.
How can you go from straight, to bi, to gay though? Raven baby, what do you have going on? I have had enough. Love Is Over.
So what can you expect on this new album? Well, the production plans on being some of the best I have ever been on seeing as how I am downloading nothing but lofi beat tapes and Cloud Trap beats. Lyrically just be ready for some dope shit. I am going to give you some thought provoking shit man. The previous track released like a week ago produced by Charles Hamilton is going to be a bonus track on Forgot I Had Wings. This new album will be a whole new vibe. And I am just going to write until I get it right.
The title also is inspired by a game I am purchasing soon that is one of my favorites. “Catherine” for the PS3 and X-Box 360. It’s about relationships and has a crazy storyline. When you die it says Love is Over. Once again my connection to anime and video games and Japan. The main character in “Catherine” is cheating on his girlfriend so it’s like even more symbolic.
I am about to head out and get my CD covers made. Info on how to order a copy coming soon to the blog. Also you can follow me on Instagram:
@JetLeeJetson

Later Mutants and Space Cowboys.

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